Zany unsystematic and just plain disconcerting..!!!!!!

ok so i realized u are all officially disturbed by my writing..... since no one comented on my freak show..

but ya as every one else has explained.. christmas was less than musing for all of us......im excited for New Years...... very excited actually.. i mite actually just "relax"..completley..... and not think about anything..... i know ill be safe.... with every one watching out for eachother..

Ive been very lonley actually... probablly because i am always working.. and so is everyone else.....and since im so far away.... i canmt just randomly hangout with yall.....

Hmmmmm.... so i got wat i wanted for christmas.. mostley.....and life is well i guesss....... i dont really want school to come again.. i dunno maybe im just tired.. and if i got a really good nite of sleep i might not hate the world...so much/....

But for now.. i am alive and im makin it.. i guess.. i saw sweeny todd..... and it was amusing.. very bloody and graphic..... but me likes.. besides thats my style anyhow dont you think????
hahahahahahahahahaaaaaahahahahahahahahahaahahahahaha

wow im crazy.. any way that is all for now....

-GEE-

Step right up.. and see the amazing sights that are once in a life time.....

Welcome to Gee's house of side show feaks...... keep ur hands and feet inside, no flash photography.. and pleaselets show these folks some respect.....
this guy is an actual prince....

.......hes hairy....

This girl is called camel girl..i wonder why..

This girl as well has four legs..... they almost look like arms..

this girl has four legs....

This is a large freak.... its suppose to be a cyclopse.. yall decide...

Rainbow Hitler?

---Yes its a picture of hitler... you will see why



This is my attempt to write an adult blog.

Today i took my chemistry exam, it was very difficult and i do not want to do that again for a really long time.

My life is not really entertaining, except for some times my life can be really random.
Saturday andy and I are going to see The Golden Compass which that looks like a cool movie

I had a dream last night about hitler! and im pretty sure i have had this dream befor , now that i think about it.

-- Well in the dream ( a short version)- hitler was in power but he wasent killing "jews" he was killing anyone who disobeyed his orders.

So... all i really remember is running from hitler and his men, and it was sort of through this building that was all white.
-Well some how im runing threw these halls that are getting more slanted as i go up and they are getting smaller. and i see a white light at the end of it.... and as i come out im on the roof of this building.......... and the men are gaining fast so i hide in this cloth pouch that is rainbow colored( im with a few other people also).. (the cloth pouch looks like one of those rubber coin purses if u know wat i mean)
So i know this wont hide me so i just some how get off the roof and i run as far as i can and i end up walking with this big mass of people who have like torn clothes and no shoes... and we are just escaping.....
what do yall think that means? I would like to know

And i am writing like an adult so that maybe, you people will comment on mine, because it hardley ever gets any attention, and i figured maybe my writing scares you all
-gee-..

My lips tingle with death....

hmm.. as we speak.. i am eating a cucumber with salt on it...
it is very good!

I watched 28 weeks later.. and i thought it was good.. though slightl;y predictable...... but i want to see the first one now..

wow that last bite of cucmber tasted like beef..... that cant be good.........

Well i think i may have done good on my chem test.. i dunno.. but i felt slightly confident then usual..h,,,.... my life is sucky.. basically.... and now im gunna have to work even more hours to pay for school.. next semester.. bleh..

well i cant wait till break... and christams s o i can see all of u!

Julie.... an internet coverd in strawberries that are rotten.. and have giant snails in them..
Erica....Hi i hope ur christamas is going well.....*evilness wish ing christams was here* lol
Nicole....smack dat!

livin in the land down under....

so today.. went to rockwall.... had some fun...!
ate at on the border... with andy and then hung out at his house for a bit.....(*******)

um.. then we hung outwith some new people.... well knew to me...

i got to snuggle with andy!!!!!! yay!!!!!

i called erica.. and im talking to julie....

i came home and i am sleepy!!!!! and i am wishing for sleep anmd for christmas to come very soon!! bleh i want to go snuggle!!!!!

ERICA- i went grocery shopping with u tonight.. and i have ur present!!!
JULIE- o right gigity gigity.. cream cheese!!!!!!
NICOLE-my love come home.. the muffin mood needs you!!!!!

*******( this means secret doings have happened....)

Would u rather have an A or an F

1, 2 shes a hoe...
3,4 where did ur money go?
5,6 stop being gay
7,8be the man u said u would be today
9,10.. fuck no i wont do it again

Crude i know... it basicallly sums up my life....

lol but yes.. life is going fast and slow... a little choppy........ ugh i have to pee.. drank to much tea,,, damit got to stop rhyming........
chemistry is a bitch... i hate that man he is stu(smart)pid.. and well i dont like him....

there are some people.. who give blow jobs to get A's.... i wouldnot... probably not..lol... well do u ever think about what ur teachers penis looks like?

Any questions or comments? i would like to know...

much love -gee

random.. fun things!

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Jeffery...my love!

One of my favorite books

i know i coppied u nicole.. but it looked fun!

Come What May

i learned a few things about myself today...... and i may already of known some of them.. but.. i guesss i had a revelation...so here they are..

1. I can somtimes obsses way more than anyone should
2. I make things seem more complicated then they are
3.i am an emotional person
4.At times i think more with my heart than my head
5.I do things beacuse i trully care about someone
6.Im tired of being sad.. and angry
7. if it is meant to be it will be
8.I am to hard on myself at times
9.I am beter now
10.i know life will get beter.... and i have a boy who loves me, friends and family who love me... and... life is random and you got to roll with the punches....(as cliche as it sounds)

so here we are

ah to speak....

except.. i have to much to say.. so i will say nothing....

its just easier....

i need a break from my life!

_geneva_

ok..

here lies a post.. forgotten..

8 things.....o ya its halloweeen today!!!!!!

The Rules:1. I have to post these rules before I give you the facts.2. Each player starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.3. People who are tagged need to write a post on their own blog (about their eight things) and post these rules. (if you don’t have a blog, email me)4. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.5. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read their blog. Here goes...

1.I have a serious obsession with soda
2.Photography is my passion
3.I love my chemical romance.. to the end..hehe
4.Green is my favorite color
5.I love mac and cheese.. favorite food!
6.I want to go to italy some day
7. i prob love " doing" things.. more than i should--(if ya know what i mean)..lol
8.I love shiny , sparkly and glowing things!!!!!!--(diamonds)

i taggy o all of you o!

Ten things.. in no order... thought of my day..

yes i must copy all of you.. at least once...

1.I am here, alive, and i know not to trust the government
2. I hated the world today.. but im slowly geting over it....
3.Halloweeen is in 6 hours..*yay*
4.I just used a bitchen harry potter analogy to julie....
5.I watched History of the world...it was so freakin funny!
6. Im very tired.. from so much stresss...
7.I really want some iice cream..
8. I get to wear a costume to work tomorrow
9.Love is difficult.. but its worth it in the end....
10.--- Andy-- i love you...

i got a santa clause ornament and some soap!!!-- its wicked awsome!

my life sucked today... didnt go to the halloween party cause i couldnt find any one to go with... and the girl who said she would go with me.. LIED and said she was sick.. and then i saw her at the carnival and it pissssed me the fuck off!!!!!!!!!!!

so ya i practically hated the world to day.....

and i missed andy cause he hasent talked to me in i dont know how long...

uggh.... but ya there are pics of me and others at the carnival...

my life sucks!.. o well

i am looking up symbols and wat not.. about being wiccan...

its interesting....

i love the cold!

and i get to have my party thingy in december.. with boys and girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!

i got two grab bags and i got a christmas ornament and some soap.. i wanted a damn chia pet..!

Julie: yes we all know... you had sex with a panther.. and that guy from the fish section at kroger
Erica: lesss studying... more lobster eating!

shake that laughy taffy...said nostrudamous

i am eating sparkly taffy! my super fave ever!--its hot pink.. flavored cherry and it has red and blue clear sprinkles in it!

the other day me and andy went to see across the universe it was an awsome movie! even andy liked it.. i also take credit for draging him there.. he prob wouldnt see it if it wernt for me..lol

and then we went to blackeyed peas and i had mac and cheese.. it was the freakin awsomeness!

and ya it was nice.. i felt like a real couple.. i used his key to get in to his house.. and then i laid down in bed with him... it was cold and so it was nice under the blankies.... i loved it.. i could of laid there forever.... :(

any how.. *drools* lol and so i t was a very nice day.. minus the driving... this weekend is a nither halloween party.... i hiope its beter than thae last

lalal i love sleep and i misss you all

ugh.. well i guess i shall leave u all...

and yes i have to copy Erica cause she is the coolest...

Erica: hi i miss you.. dont work to hard..
Julie: go hump ur hand woman!
Nicole: speak to me.. u no speak to me forever

i got a pumpkin head pez...... its awsome!

i ameating taco bell and watching monsters inc...i love that movie..lol


i am sleepy.. as usuall and i really dont want to go to chemistry tomorrow.. i hate that man..

i get to go see across the universe on tuesday with andy..yay! it will be good fun!

and this week end.. will be cool to cause i have a nother halloween party to go to

and that party on sat last sat.. was a dud. i got offered drugs from every random guy i didnt know?.. it was scary.....and i thought my wearing my ring would be a sign.. hey dont hit on me...

it made guys try hareder.. lol i laughed..

i miss you all.. and i want to go to baylor and see u all and austin!

any how.. its all good for now..

time for sleep..

-muchlove-gee

They will see us waiting from such great heights

bleh it seems like everyone is dying... i choked today and it was scary as hell and it made me cry when i thought about it....

m,y fish died yesterday.. poor fish

and my dad was having chest pain..... he had a heart atack before

so to all please do not die on me i couldnt bare to loose any of yall...

and then i was thinking about mt=y uncle he is like 50 and has never had a girlfriend or even possibly kissed a girl... may not even of had sex.....

it just makes me think like how that is possible how someone couldnton have found someone else.....

so it makes me realize how important andy really is to me....

so good night to all for now.. i pray i will hear all of your voices in the morning!

-muchloveforever-! Gee

Sperm fish got me pregnant.....

I bought a super cute fish today...... its a black moore and its name is piccalo!

there was like a trillion gold fish in with it and it was the only black one and it was sooooooooooo cute..

i was thinking all those fish looked like sperm.. and if all those sperm fish are in one drop of cum.... well then im bound to get pregnant with a baby fish..lol jkjk

i know random right? but those fish did look like sperm just swimming around

anyhow.. i saw resident evil3 it was entertaining..... and in that movie the birds are zombies.. and then when i was a t walmart the birds started acting funny.. and so.. it was a bit scary...

I LOVE MY BEAUTIFUL RING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love you andy!

-MUCHLOVE-Gee

On our anniversary...

A quote:"All really great lovers are articulate, and verbal seduction is the surest road to actual seduction."

Random i know..phillosophical perhaps....it goes there

Awwwwwww im excited!

Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got a Ring! most of yall knew that all ready but ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111

i love it its sooooooo pretty!

i had an awsome week end! saosin was kick ass as usual and the house of blues is sooooo pretty! i could see my self having a wedding reception there!( no one still my idea!!!)lol

any way and it was great and we spent the night at davids last night and then i had to go home.. and to work ugh! o well

im excited!!!!!!!!!!1

_MUCH MUCH LOVE_ GEE

will this tittle get u to read my blog?

my life is simple for today-- woke up cleaned my car it is beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ate salad for dinner it was really fucking good!

and now i am eating pecan prailins and cream ice cream and a dr. pepper and purple cotton candy!

I wish it was the weekendin going crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love you all

-much-Gee

stawberry on chocolate, pinapple on strawberry.. nothing on vanilla?--wat the fuck?

im watching a little princes.. and charlie and the chocolate factory//// interesting nesss

i had a huge asss banana split ... itwas good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im sooooooooo excited for this weekend i can hardley take it!

its going to be awsome!!!!!!!!!!!!1

o dear ! i miss you all so very much!!!!!!!!!!!111 its insane.. i wish every one would start feeling beter and being happy.. come on college is suppose to be fun!

well today was lazy woke up at one and then got on the internet and watched knocked up.. slightly gross..... but i guess the moral was good...... and then went to hang with my friend becca! shes cool!

any how that is my life.. good bye to all!!!!!

comment me i miss you all!

-muchlove-Gee

ive got ants in my pants...... and i also got a free rose

yes i am alive... and i cant wait till saosin and then i get to go to an awsome halloween party!

I miss you all alot.. and i am tired of school...

i must study for a demon history test.. wich its tomorrow.. so ya....

um.... i am seriously wondering if i am getting a ring from andy.... i doubt it.. but that would be awsome lol

i know im a loser wat do yall want from me?

lol any how.. im really fed up with other girls boys.. not my boy.. just otheres bleh.. o wel to much efort to think about...

well yall kids stay out of trouble.... and comment damit!!!!!...lol

-much love-Gee

i lik them green and big!

so here i am as usual.... nothing to do and no one to talk to....

tomorrow i see andy!!! yay! im excited

and then like 11 days till saosin! and i get to see erica, julie and andy....yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

lol i know im a dorrk! im drinking a coke so i am slightly hyper but very tired!lol

but im talking to erica now yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sleep is good!

-much love- gee

Toads, Teapots and Transylvania

I hate First mondays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today was ok went to school and then came home slept for two hours and then went to work.... it was ent to bad at work

i am making a really awsome present for andy for our six month.. whixh is likw two weeks away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!! im so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... i hiope he will like what im making... but it is kind of girly... but... in my own geneva twisted way... u guys know what that means...lol

bleh.. and tomorrow i am going to the fair! and im going to eat all the random fried stuff! yaya!!!!

im bored.. anyone want to chat just give me a call...

-muchlove-Gee

The Power of Women

Women! YIOu are your own woman! no man will controle us! we dont belong to you we belong to no one we belong to ourselves!... if only all of you knew this... we could have greater liberation!

To all who will stand and say " i am my own woman " and i am confident beautiful and strong individual!"

Comment your thought if u will!

-stressed- Gee


p.s-i heart you andy

I need help!

ah Yes! today what about today.... hmmm.. it was a very lazy day! i basically sat on my ass and got on the computer... then went to work... and tommorow is school.... blah

When i got to work though... andy told me he is plotting something for our six monthy annivers. so i am very excited!

he said i better be prepaired for something special... and i am i am!!!!!!!!!!
lol im excited if u cant tell and i dont know what it is.....

And if any of yall have a suggestion on what to get andy for a present.. i will take any suggestions?

and i want to know so bad! but i dont want anyhints cause i want to be surprised!

but i want a hint damit!!!!

bleh i feel sick probably a sugar rush and the excitement... yick... o well

-much love- Gee

Diamonds are a girls best friend...

Today was just there was not as exciting as yesterday.... but istill feel loved

i watched bams unholy union once again... it made me cry slitly only cause it made me want to get married...

i know we all have baby and marriage fever i KNOW! we all do cause every one is talking about

lol o well i dont need to get married just diamonds are very nice.... i will except and i love my boy!!

its funny sometimes i think about what our children may look like.. hopefully cute... lol o well

i dunno my life is boring and im ready to get it started... except its difficult....

i would love to move in with Andy very soon but i dont know whats going to happen with that....

o welll until later

-muchlove- Gee

Engagment rings, BBQ chicken and a whole lot of lovin

Today was a really Great Day!.. untill i had to go to work but i was ready for it to be crappy there.

It was just so great cause .. lol i got alot of attention from Andy and i can tell we are both very in love! lol

im talking to erica! i heart her....

and today was just good! i had great food! and alot of lovin! lol

and i have narrowed down my choices to two wedding rings that im in love with... the question is when do i get said rings..lol

its only a matter of time... jkjk.. i dunno when but someday hopefully.. but ya

any way its all good for now...

-much love- Gee

coupleness, and happiness

Today was awsome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

I drove to rockwall... and got to hangout with Andy!

but i learned a good many things today.......

we had fun...hehe

its kind of funny but i actually felt like areal couple... i mean that are on there own.. it was nice for a change..

but ya we had lunch and then slept for a bit and then had ice cream

it was very nice... and very relaxing.... i found andys tickle spot

ilove you andy!

but i am very sl;eepy

Apple pie and a thong that says "pet my pussy"

lol yes i saw a thong that actually said that... the scary thing was that it was on the side of the road.... it looked questionable./..

So today i made greek food! YUMMMY!!!!!!!!!! and apple pie... the pie was ok greek food was amazing as usual

i get to see Andy thursday.. even though my baby has to work from ten at night to seven in the morning... i feel bad for my baby...

i know i know im a loser... i went on zales .com and created my wedding ring its amazing!!! its pretty with5 diamonds and its only 2,000ish...lolheheh i know marriage is probably far for me...

it is now aparent that i will be living at home for another i repeat another year.. cause since i cant take the classes i liked this semester... i have to go another year so i can take the classes that are a year long... blah it makes me frustrated...

Andy and i were planing on moving in together in maybe about a year... but it is just a fresh conversation..... and now maybe not for even longer cause of the demon school


o well

_much love-Gee

Freedom** for now**

hmmm.... im at home bord.... and i get to see you guys tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i am so excited!!!!!!!!!

Iget to kiss u andy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love you all!

Its alittle bit funny, this feeling inside, im not one of thoes who can easily hide---(Spectacular Spectacular)****

meh to day was there! i went to school and it was a drag i took my first algebra test.. and Andy promised me some *excelent*things if i did good on my test...hehehe-

But i dont know how i did.... and then i came home and tryed to do this stupid history quiz on line but it was not workn for me.... bah DIE!!!!!!!

so now i am here and i feel lazy as fuck

i am drinking a pepsi and i just ate a candy corn but it was the ones shaped like pumpkins YAY!!!!!!!

i like thoes... i also went to work and it was pointless as usual

I miss you all very much!!!!

And its kind of funny... every day i think i fall more and more in love with Andy.. its just the little things he does and he may not even know he does them.... the way he holds me or says things.. it is very odd somehow and yet it feels so perfect( even with the problems) and especially from all the years of pain and anguish of past boys... i am happy where i am...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What do yall think of yalls lives right now?

to every one i bid u adu and a fond farewell.. untill then

-muchlove--Gee

cold weather and boys make me happy!

Today was nice no school no work and i got to see andy!!!

we went and had pizza at an pizza cafe and it was really good!
it was nice and then we went and laid down and it was really nice and comfy!!!!

So it was a great day and i had vegi lasagna and ice cream
I love you Andy!!!

today was really good

How was the rest of yalls?

"When love is not madness, it is not love."

haha i really liked this quote.. it could almost describe me and several of us...

i had my first three hour chem lab today... it was funny cause i kind of felt like i was at hogwarts taking potions hahah i know im a dork...

but it was rather boring.. and then i had to rush home and then go to work an hour later... it sucked but i heated up a glass rod and i bent it in to a cool shape!!!

It was really cool... and work was just there but it was slow so it was ok... and now i am drinking greentea with honey and i love that stuff... i cant stop eating pickles.. haha

and there was this guy at work.. and im pretty sure he was flirting with me.. it was funny.. but he is really cool!!!!!

but right now i just need some hard core romance!!! like i want to go do something really romantic and just do really girly stuff...( yall girls know what im talkin about!!!)

but its difficult,, and sometimes guys can be oblivious.....* i still heart you andy***lol

o well ithink it may be time for sleep....


-much love--- Gee

hmmmm...

today was very pointless.. i went to clean my old house then had to come home and go to work which really sucked ..o ya did i mention it was pouring rain...lol well ya this lady at sonic bitched about her corn dogs to me for the third time THIRD! i had have a mind to say fuck you bitch.. you can cook yourown damn corndogs.. haha i would of loved to say that!!...

all is well since the last post.. i was just feeling alittle down.. but i am better for the most part... i miss all of you guys1!! so much !! but i get to see andy on tuesday!!!!! yayayayayayayayay! im excited ... but i heart you all and we should go hang out again soon!!

_much love--Gee

unloved and confused...

today has been a horrible day... everything has been unfair and it just sucks!!!!! i know life is not fair but... i feel slightly unloved....actually - cause some people are just being ridiculous--

--Gee

icecream pickles and weddings....

Today i went to school and it was the same as usual.... i went to work and then came home.....

But recently i have been having serious cravings!
Like i cant stop drinking pickle juice and eating pickles and ice cream and candy and if i dont get what i want i start to go crazy. Its like i have got to have it or it takes over my mind.... like to day i bought a jar of pickles, and an alfrado and greenolive pizza..... but you see this dosent seem to odd to me because i have always eatin really really weired foods and combos ....

I just hope i am hungry for odd things and not... you know what.... lol

but me and julie have been talking about weddings latley... again... lol but i am not hinting at anything... besides -- i am not afraid to take charge when it comes to asking guys out... but... if i was being proposed to i would not do it ...the guy has to do it!!!!!

so ya any way thats all for rite this moment.. lol



---GEE--- much love

icecream.....?

lol i had banana split ice cream and i was attempting to do my algebra.. and i am watching the old version of hairspray its really funny i had seen it befor but had forgotten...lol

hmmm.... nothing to exciting erica and julie r at school andy is at home playing games and i am here multitasking which is pointless over all

I feel like talking in color for no reason.....

I LOVE YOU ANDY!!!!!

so hmm... i have to go to school tomorrow and to work which sux very much!!!!!!!!!!!!1
o well bye yall... i miss all of you very much.....

And i was looking at wedding magazines-- but im not getting married ...well of that i know... i like to just imagine different things but i know im not the only one....

i went to walmart and used my creditcard for the first time and bought a dino shirt and developed a few pics... their was pics of edgefest, warped and just randomness... lol

Just another day...

so today has been regular i accidentally slept till one and then went to walmart and got pictures developed an dnow im bout to start on my college history and algebra... meh.. o well

I MISS MY ANDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And i get to see Saosin in like a month!!!!!!!!!!!!! well i get to see them again!

new blog

haha i made a blog thingy even though there is not to much point to it since i talk to every one any way............. but my weekend was great.. got some action lol and i got to see julie, will, david and my sexy baby Andy----hmmm i had salmon and potatoes wich was very good ---(julie) and i did some evil ploting to day wich didint work as perfectly as i hoped it would....

I did it top an evil person who i dislike just because of principle. but if u hurt my friends it makes me dislike them..... even if you didint do anything to me...... i know rambling....... o well lol