The new me?

so i write just for you erica!!

its just the usuall nothing exciting.. um only 5 weeks of stupid work left but also sad cause only 5 weeks of summer for me.. :(((((((

Im going on a diet tomorow.. i just feel like its the rite time.... it all happened when i was siting in my car eating chineese food on break when i just stop and look at my self and think god.. wth.. i need to figure things out so im starting that way and im going to try so hard to stick to it

i found out im only getting about 800 $ a semester from a pell grant which is not freakin even close to what i need.. so saturday im working on getting a loan which is very dissapointing

funny but im finding my self rediculusly attracted to guys i should not like because either they are "bad" for me and plus im in a relationship and i would never ever do anything like cheating i spit on thoes who cheat(sorry if that sounds evil)

for some reason im having this obsession about me wanting to be able to see and talk to spirits i dont know what it is but.. i just dont know....

I think im weird.. any way

till we speak again
-GEE-