There are no lucky pennies for me today

since my life sux and this is basiacally the only place i can vent with out being annoying.. or to repeditive.... today was a very bad day.... i knew it was going to too!!... it all started when i woke up late and missed my first class

school wasent too bad,,, but its school... . when i got home my insurance had gone up to almost 70 dollars from 55......and then i had to go to work and they asked if i wanted to leave rite as i walked in the door... andi was like no.. i have got to work

and then i go on break and my car wont start... so i get this guy to help.. and he couldnt get it to workk.. and his baby was sick in the car and i felt so bad cause his baby was so pretty i love that baby

so i called my dad... and he tryed to help.. we went to walmart to get a battery.. wich was 95 dollars,, and it sucked to buy and it still didnt work so we have to see if it will work tomorow...

i cant help but hate my life sometimes... i know it could be worse, i feel like i am drowning in a sea of debt i have no money i hate work.. the only good thing is at least u guysstill lend an ear to hear me complain

i feel alone alot of the time... even though i call and talke to andy almost every day and you all on a frequent basis.. still its not enough and most of all i feel like a burden to almost everyone i feel like i cant be a good friend , agood student or a good daughter..

I HATE!! HATE being depressed and not happy... and if i dont have a tiny bit of fun or happiness in my life.. i basically hate the world.. and well ya......

I can only escape in to my mind for so long!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its a magical place where everything is good i have a nice home happy family plenty of money and an awsome job.. where i can just lay next to my loved one in peace and not have a care in the world..

i wish it was like that...

i hope i pray tomorow will be beter.. thats all i can say..

o ya one more thing

COME BACK TO ME ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Eternally unwell- gee

scool makes you sooper smart!!!

so...i am just in pain today..... last nite i went to bed and my wrist started hurting randomly.. seriously randomly.... and now my left knee just started hurting... and i have this random rash all on my leg....

So i dont know wat the hell is wrong with me....... it could be the weather.... cause that does make my wrists hurt.....

school is going.. but im not entertained...im kinda bored acxtually.....

im watchin a thing on the tsunami that hit in 04.... ya... for some reason it just seems ironic the day after christmas...

i dunno i dont feeel like explaining.. if u want to know why.. give me a call....

wow.. i just randomly smelled egg cooking...... that prob was not a good thing....

its 11:55pm and i am so tired.. and bored and no one is alive....

im making something special for all of u.... but i am working on it... so we will seee soon....

any how peace out niggas!

-Gee-

IM GOING ON BLOG STRIK!E!!!!!

okay im not writing another blog till yall start doing it again!!!!!

Officially!!!!!!

So please write.. this is how i get to find out wats going on in ur life...

<3

erica: WRITE!
julie: WRITE!!!
nicole:WRITE
TO ALLL: WRITE MOTHER FUCKERS

with love... gee

Indeed

school tommorow...

Watching degrassi now......

sleep is good

Goodnight

sick aint the shit.... :(

So ithought the party thing was good.... it went rather smooth except for the fact that i was dying with pain and sickness....

Yes its true, i was very sick i evevn threw up... but luckly andy was there and he watched out for me... he actually took care of me very well and made me feel beter and he didnt leave my side, but he saw me throw up.. wich isint very sexy.. :( o well..lol... i guess its natural..lol.. :(

But yes and now im listening to my Nightmare befor christmas cd.. and ive been trying to rack my brain to figure out where the hell my Plain Whit tees cd is at.. i just saw it and now i cant find it!!!! Cause i wanted to put (hey there delilah) on my mp4 player... since its me and andys song.lol

Ah yes that song takes me back ... such a special moment..lol

Sorry.. got mushy

Any way i didnt go to work today cause i thought i would die with sickness and well i slept most of the day, and i was so freakin hungry today since the being sick part didnt like me eating.... but i ate anyway.. and got sick again.. :( :(

I am very very very very sad christmas break is over almost over.. i have like a week cause im gunna miss u all so freakin much!!!!!

Bleh it makes me want to cry a bit... just cause life seems short again..... thats why i try to be positive when life is hell... even though its hard.... cause of corse it could be worse..

Sorry for the ramblings i just have a lot on my mind and being sick and tired only makes me dwell on said items....

Good nite for now i suppose....
-Gee-<3<3